By Jim Burns and Doug Fields, Crosswalk.com
Many couples believe that the fewer differences they have with their spouse the better their marriage will be. While that might be true with some marriages, it’s not necessarily a truism. The key factor isn’t how different your spouse is, but how you choose to handle your differences.
There are many unique factors that make you and your spouse so different: upbringing, heredity, worldview, distinctive desires, biology, and even male/female differences. The couples who learn to accept and celebrate these differences are the most effective at making marriage work. They come to understand that different isn’t better or worse … different is just different.
Before Cathy and I (Doug) were married, we saw each other’s differences as cute and endearing. After marriage, when we were living in the same house, room, and bed, those exact same differences lost their cuteness and started to bug each of us.
Early in our marriage, we would go out with friends or be invited to parties and, as an extrovert, I was excited. It didn’t take me long to meet everyone in the room as I’d easily move from person to person having superficial conversations which fueled my energy tank at the same time (classic extrovert). Cathy, an introvert, was drained by those types of interactions. She was happy to attend, but once we got there, we were night and day (or Mars and Venus). She didn’t move about the room and schmooze at ease. She usually wound up spending the whole night talking with one or two people in a quieter location. Blah! Can you say “Boring”? To me, that was not how you approach being at a social event. On our drive home, I’d ask, “What was wrong with you tonight?” Being caught off guard, she would say, “What do you mean?” I’d quickly reply, “Well it didn’t look like you were having much fun. You didn’t meet most of the people there.” In my immaturity, I was really thinking, “How rude of you not to meet everyone like I did.” Then my insecurity would bubble up, and I’d think to myself, “If she would be just a little friendlier, she would be a better representation of who I am.”Yikes! In other words, “If you talk more, people might think you are friendlier, and that would make me look better.” I know what you’re thinking … what an insecure, selfish jerk. You’re right. I wanted to pull her away from the wall into my active, extroverted arena and show off my dance partner while she wanted to dance to her own style of music. I hate to admit this, but earlier in our marriage, I was 100% confident that my style was the right style and that Cathy would be happier if she were more extroverted like me. I’m sure I viewed introversion as a character flaw. Again, I know—what a jerk.
When you try to change your spouse to be more like you, it sends a message titled rejection. You may not verbally say, “I reject you,” but what your spouse hears is, “I reject your personality, your individuality, and basically how God created you. I don’t like you for who you are.” When your spouse feels rejected by you—his/her heart pulls away from you. Here’s a helpful marriage principle to remember: the heart is repelled from that which rejects it. If you have been dropping hints for him/her to change, if you’ve been shaming your spouse for not being more like you, if you’ve been passive/aggressive when he/she does something in a way that you wouldn’t do—that’s rejection. You’re rejecting the very person you are intended to love more deeply than anyone alive. If that’s you, you’re enhancing the drift in your marriage journey. Your spouse is pulling away from you because he/she feels the sting of rejection from you. You may not see it as rejection because you view it as coaching or helping or guiding him/her to be better (which usually means to be “more like you”). In addition to apologizing, you will want to move from the posture of rejecting to the action of respecting.
Fast forward my above scenario to today. Cathy would testify that I am so different in my understanding and appreciation of her differences. Guess what? She didn’t change at all. I did. I made the very needed course corrections. When I realized that I was damaging her heart by trying to get her to be more like me, I confessed my selfishness and immaturity and begged her for forgiveness. I came to better understand that we are divinely designed to be different. These days, I want to be more like Cathy. She has so many amazing qualities that have emerged from her unique personality. She has a calmness that is so attractive. She cares deeply for people and isn’t running off to the next conversation. Her pace of life is slower than mine, and I’m drawn to her “chill” attitude—she rarely ever gets bent out of shape. She knows Jesus and walks with Him daily and is secure in her identify as a child of God. I’m blown away by how amazing she is, and I’m equally blown away with how stupid I was in our early years of marriage in my attempts to try to make her more like me. Argh! So embarrassing.
If you want to keep your marriage on a solid foundation, you may need make a course correction and beg God to help you change your perspective. What if you began to view your spouse’s difference as a strength instead of a weakness?
By embracing your spouse’s differences, you provide the greatest opportunity to communicate unconditional love. Unconditional love—to feel loved no matter what, without any condition—is the true longing of the heart. To be known and loved for who you are—no matter what—is a relationship miracle, and a key component of keeping your marriage strong. It’s the way God loves you and it’s how you were created to love and be loved.
As we look back on our marriages, we have to laugh at how we approached our differences in the first few years versus how we approach those same differences now. For some reason, both of us were so intent on changing our wives and wanting to make them more like us so they could be so much happier. What a joke! It didn’t work for us, and it won’t work for you. For the most part, those differences are still there. Cathy Fields still rolls the toothpaste from the middle, and Cathy Burns is still late for church every week! The ones who have changed on those differences are us. We had to learn that for most of our differences, it really doesn’t matter, and our differences are not worth fighting over. Wisdom can come from learning from our mistakes. Embrace as many differences as you possibly can, and you might just realize (like we did) that a happy marriage doesn’t sweat the small stuff, and most everything is small stuff.
For more information check out The First Few Years of Marriage written by Jim Burns and Doug Fields.
Jim Burns is president of HomeWord and executive director of the HomeWord Center for Youth and Family at Azusa Pacific University. Jim has more than 1.5 million resources in print in over 25 languages, and his radio broadcast is heard on more than 800 stations a day and around the world at HomeWord.com. Jim and his wife, Cathy, have three daughters.
Doug Fields is the senior director of HomeWord Center for Youth and Family and the cofounder of Download Youth Ministry. He speaks to thousands of leaders, teenagers, parents, and couples each year, and is the author or coauthor of more than 60 books. Doug has been married for 32 years to his wonderful wife, Cathy, and they have three grown children.
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Publication date: August 1, 2017